Me: in words

I am very indecisive. I perfer using a calculator even on the really easy things. I can't control myself when I'm laughing. I'm plain. I'm simple. I couldn't go a night without my blanket. I really love my family (and I mean it). I love scratching on a chalkboard. And I love wearing lots of rings. I think walking on the beach in search of seashells is super fun.... and dancing is my passion. Blue heels. Red stilettos. anything vintage.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Thursday, July 7, 2011

I'm comfortable writing things on here because there is only like 2 people reading this blog but...
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if people cared. Because no one really does. If they cared about my feelings, my thoughts, my ideas, my inspiration... where are they? The reason why I'm writing this is because my lifes been out of sorts lately and I've been thinking a lot.  Sometimes I think what it would be like if I had a lot more friends. Maybe even just one best friend. What is a best friend? I'd want my best friend to be just mine. That probably sounds selfish but it's true. I would be my best friends only best friend. My best friend would care when no one else did. My best friend would come visit me with out asking. He/she would get mad at me if I wasn't smiling all the time. My best friend would do things that might embarrass me, that's what they are supposed to do right? My best friend and I would walk around the neighborhood in high heels trying to impress no one. We'd probably like the same person but we would never let it get between us. My best friend would go everywhere with me. When I am sick, they'd come bring me a magazine and something sugary. We'd laugh about everything possible. We'd probably be friends til we were really old, like in our 30s and hopefully older. We'd sing all the time the best we could no matter how bad it was. My best friend would probably end up telling me what they got me for my birthday or Christmas, I'd end up doing the same. We'd talk about everything and anything. We might even be able to read each others minds. When one of our lives were difficult we would help each other through things.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

I seriously need the term "best friend" defined for me. wow, who knew being in high school would be so hard.
I seriously need the term "best friend" defined for me. wow, who knew being in high school would be so hard.