Me: in words

I am very indecisive. I perfer using a calculator even on the really easy things. I can't control myself when I'm laughing. I'm plain. I'm simple. I couldn't go a night without my blanket. I really love my family (and I mean it). I love scratching on a chalkboard. And I love wearing lots of rings. I think walking on the beach in search of seashells is super fun.... and dancing is my passion. Blue heels. Red stilettos. anything vintage.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Weddings

Aww, I love weddings! I just cant wait until I get married. Okay, the reason for this post is that on Wednesday my school does "Thunder Idol" (istead of American Idol it is Thunder -our school theme-) and my really close friend Lexie sang Speak Now by Taylor Swift and she did A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! But the song is mainly about a wedding and how Taylor--- (Just read the lyrics and you will understand) Anyway to my point... Today I drove past this place where people can hold receptions and weddings and stuff of that nature and I saw the bride walk out in her gorgeous wedding dress and it made me think of that song. Ugggh I can't wait until I get married... here are a few wedding dresses that I could see me wearing on my day!







    I love all these dresses! (By the way these are in no order) Which one is your favorite?

Fashion

Sorry I haven't posted in a while I should have posted yesterday but I guess I just didn't, because I went out to a school basketball game. So here is my first post and I will post another one to make up for this week! Anyways here is my post for right now!-

FASHION!

I would say I am into this era fashion. I am not the most stylish person but HEY! I try. I am really thinking about doing a fashion post once a week, and maybe if it is a success I will try to do one every day I am not busy! So I am going to do a poll VOTE! Thanks!

If the votes turn out good I will basically post about what my fashion is and what is "in". Now that I think about it, that would be really fun!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Confessions of a Teenage Girl

I'm not quite sure how this is going to work but I say oh well. Here are some of my confessions, I dont really know why I am doing this but sometimes it feels good to let these things out...

Confession 1. I honestly have led myself to believe that no one listens, understands, or believes the things I say and do.

Confession 2. I think that no one will read this.

Confession 3. It's very hard for me to vent my feelings to people that I don't trust, even when they could be the only ones that would listen.

Confession 4. I fear very much.

Confession 5. I think every boy at my school is immature.

Confession 6. It's very difficult for me to say this one but... the only thing that makes me feel better is my blanket and I have no idea where it is.

Confession 7. I don't understand why people make the decisions they do.

Confession 8. If I could read a really good book every second of everyday I would.

Confession 9. I dream a lot. The thing is that I have been told by many people that dreaming big is a waste of time and that none of them can come true. How do you think everyone who is doing what they love in their life got to where they are now?

Confession 10. I never had the courage to tell the people in confession 9 whats in my heart. This is real life and I know that, but to be happy I need to make my self believe that I can be happy.

Confession 11. Crying and letting everything out helps me feel better.
Confession 12. Being told by someone right now that they truly love me would make the rest of my night be better.

Confession 13. I know my family loves me. I know it.

Confession 14. I swear, talking to my puppy is the best. Beacuse she listens and she isn't mean.

Confession 15. Right now has been the hardest time in my life so far.

Anyways, sorry for everyone to hear me vent but this is me and how I feel. The reason why I did this was so people could see this and know. What are your confessions? I wanna hear them... if you read this you should post your confessions... comment on this and tell me, and I would be happy to read yours.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

The river

Yes I had a very fun day at the river! Here are some pictures I took. There is not a lot but a few is better than none right? Right!
(PS captions are at the bottom of the pictures)

 Virgin River. It is so beautiful. I really wanted to just jump in, but the water was freezing... the temp. felt actually really good!

 I really just wanted to get over there on the mud but had no clue how to, it was very tempting to swim across!

 Animals foot prints. I really want to know what animal. I am thinking a bird of some sort.

And then, once again, the heart! I thought it would be a "cute" picture, so I drew a heart in the sand.


And that was my time at the river!

school, studpid boys, and poloroid camera

School: I am so stressed out about school right now. I am debating on colleges, classes, what I wanna major in, if I want to do NCAA. UGGH! Who knew life would be this complicated. So here are my college choices...     (Captions are at the bottom of the pictures FYI)

 UCLA (University of California, Los Angeles)

 BYU (Brigham Young University)

USU (Utah State University)

Stupid boys: Boys, boys, boys. Is it just me or is every generation getting worse and more immature? YES! I swear they are... I can't wait until I am out of high school and into college so I can hopefully meet some nice mature college boys. If only if only! Hahahaha there is very few mature boys at my school but sadly they are a year or two older than me!

Poloroid camera: one thing I have always wanted, and I still want! A poloroid camera, but the film is so expensive. I looked on ebay but sometimes I dont trust ebay. UGGH! If anyone can find a cheap poloroid camera and film TELL ME! Thanks!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Celebrity Crushes

Yes, I am like every teenage girl out there... I do have lots of celebrity crushes! Here they are...
(FYI these pictures are in no order) Ohhh, and captions are at the bottom of the pictures!


 Aaron Johnson- Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging
 Garret Hedlund- Tron
 Jake Gyllenhaal-Prince of Persia
 Kendall Schmidt- the boy band Big Time Rush
Taylor Lautner- New Moon (and lots of others)

Okay, so my new favorite movies are Tron: Legacy and Prince of Persia... If you haven't seen them they are both MUST SEE movies! I love action movies with hot men in them! If this doesn't prove to you that I am a normal everyday teenage girl I don't know what can!

Friday, January 14, 2011

Mango Tree

I wish I had a mango tree, in my backyard! With you standing next to me, take the picture.
I really love that song -Mango Tree by Angus and Julia Stone! I love them... another song I LOVE by them is Big Jet Plane! Look them up! They are songs that put me in a good mood I love them.
P.S. now that I think about it... I really would like a mango tree in my back yard!

California Dreamin'

If I could be anywhere in the world right now I'd want to be in California... I really feel like a good/relaxing afternoon at the beach! By the way these were all taken by my mother September 16, 2006 but I edited them! (The captions are at the bottom of the pictures.)

 Santa Monica Beach
 Santa Monica beach pier 4 

 Santa Monica pier 6
Santa Monica beach pier 7